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If - Ruyard Kipling

   On which i think is relevant in my life,

                      If you can keep your head when all about you
                  Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
         If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
                   But make allowance for their doubting too;
         If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
                   Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
         Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
                   And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

          If you can dream-and not make dreams your master;
                   If you can think-and not make thoughts your aim;
          If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
                   And treat those two imposters just the same;
          If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
                   Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
          Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
                   A nd stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

           If you can make one heap of all your winnings
                   And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
           And lose, and start again at your beginnings
                   And never breathe a word about your loss;
           If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
                   To serve your turn long after they are gone,
           And so hold on when there is nothing in you
                    Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

            If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
                    Or walk with Kings-nor lose the common touch,
            If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
                     If all men count with you, but none too much;
            If you can fill the unforgiving minute
                     With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
            Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
                      And-which is more-you'll be a Man, my son!

                                                                                  True isn't it??


My sincere thoughts..

Hey, look i really admire ur spirit to go and want to learn at harvard.. Its really applaudable... and i agree its great if you can do that... but.. i have to disagree that you want to go and stay there.. leaving us behind.. it has nothing whatsoever to do with rights. Its just that.. if you realise that you are a great person.. then u can bring a difference to this country... instead of staying there.. and abandon this country. U know urself that is a bit.. weird here.. but this is how it goes and it does some sort brings harmony.. a river don't run still you knoe.. of course there is ups and downs... but as long as the country is able to stand without other relying on others its already fine. the action that you want to perfom seems a lil bit unjust.. because with your ability you can help more people here.. im not saying which race you help.. its people.. its general. i don;t know.. how this is going to make you think.. its up to you.. but really.. u leaving this country won't do us any good and it just shows that you are ashamed of your own country.. whose ancestors work really hard to salvage from all the damage that has been done.. although the damage brings good will.. it also leaves us with a lesson. Do you not pity out ancestors dying on the field... on the railroad.. and such.. miniscule food given... plague here and there. so before you think of another country.. please think of this country first and foremost.. the place where ur mom gave birth to you.. and where you lived you younger days... before you think of all this inequality. lastly.. im very sorry if i have been very harsh in the first conversation we had.. It seems to be a bad start... and this is what i think and i think that my country needs me no matter how small i can be.. and so should you.. if you know how great you are. I apologize for my rudeness. 

thank you - diana

- Somehow, i think i have just made a big fool out of myself. Seriously.... but frankly... i could not even care anyless because.. i barely know him.. and.. i don't really care what he do. All i know is.. he is Nabihah's friend and i don't even know why i care so much. Oh well.. if i made myself look like an idiot. At least i did it with some sincererity. True?? I think so -


   Gosh.. i screwed up my EST test today. Amazing~~~. Yeah.. so okay.. i screwed up my EST paper.. just let that be it.. no more screwing up other papers.

    I need to gain confidence that i can do it. Yes.. by hook and crook i can do it. I will do it with an amount of flair and confidence and calmness of the sea. Yeah.. 

   No matter where i go i can do well.. so its okay if i don't asasi.. or petronas.. of matrics even. So its okay.. i need to be calm and collected. So no matter where they throw me i can survive. I need to do this so that my family won't be worried about me. Yeah.. i need to believe in God and myself that i can do it. Yes.
   My self concious is worried. Hell.. i know it. However..  i need to change myself so that i can face the world. Yeah.. i need to do that. I need to just really believe in myself and just don't care about what others think of me. I can perform my best and pour whatever that i know into my test paper... I can do it. I believe in myself. I believe in myself. 

  Eventhough everyone else around me has studied.. i have my own capacitry.. and my own gift. Overall.. i have something that other non-muslim has. I have Allah. He is the only one i can rely on and have my faith on. I hope he will guide me through. I wish all my friends and i can get through this. Insyaallah.


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